Hey, ive been thinking, do we look forward to a event or do we look forward to looking forward to the event? Cause for me, i only like the part on getting there, as well as coming back. Guess that the moving scenery allows me to relax, gives me the impression that i'm moving although im not physically so.

My two cents.

-Greg

Long time no post. Well, i think KBO Asia is one darned fool. Read the papers? Well, in short, they shortchanged the people who when to their concert, furthermore, they even replied rudely using foul words in their emails! Thats what i call bad marketing.

-Greg

Some quotes i came up with

"Life is only fair at the end where Death waits to escort us to the other side."

"Life is not about what you do, what you say or what you wear. Life is about what you are made of."

Finally,

"Take not the trodden highway but the little game trail you see leading off."

I feel that life is all but fair. Sometimes we lose, sometimes we gain. Take me for instance, sure, i failed in some subjects, but the the hey? I finally started on a project which i can fall back on to entertain myself. Now, ive rekindled a new interest in learning, which makes my work go faster, better, smoother than the rest.

Take a break from life. For that is the best way to relax.

-Greg

-Rivalry-

"Duck."

"What?" Jeslyn looked at Yan Lei. A lighted sparkler whistled past her head.

She whirled around, only to see Mycoft and his little gang, he himself holding a lighted sparkler.
"Hello Jes."

"What are you doing here? Playing with candles?" She added a tone of mockery at her last word.

"Mycoft growled angrily. Together, as though of one mind, the other gang members took a step back. Their rivalry was well known by all. Even Yan Lei took a step back.

Within the entire school's history, there probably wasn't a larger rivalry between the two. Every single day, or so he had heard, they competed in everything, it was made even easier to do so as they were of the same year. The same class.

Mycoft was stocky, well muscled and furthermore a perfect balance between speed and strength. The highest form of an alpha male. But this time, his snarl wasn't his usual. Yan Lei thought. Probably reserved for Jeslyn only.

For some fact, if they had been together, they probably would have made history by being the best paired couple in the entire school. But then again, they chose to fight, compete. Maybe over some entrenched issues buried deep within their hearts.

"If saying so, then why are you here too?"

"For my younger brother, here."

Mycoft rose an eyebrow. "Little brother...?" Then caught sight of Yan Lei. "Oh him. The little rebel."

"Yes, so?"

"Nothing, it just makes one wonder, if you had a relation like that? What would that make you? Likely like him. Rude. Uncouth."

Jeslyn gritted her teeth, knowing Mycoft had won. He too, looked back smugly at her, ready for the reply that would never come.

"Lets go Yan Lei."

For once, he followed her without much comment, quietly plodding alongside yet still a little behind as he allowed her to lead the way out of the park. Each step she place down accentuated her fury at her recent loss.

Yan Lei remained silent, Her mind was probably scheming away at a plan to humiliate Mycoft, something that if interupted, would have rather serious consequences for the irritant.

Although not sure of the exact details, however, from what he had heard, their rivalry went back for a long time. Maybe even during primary school.

Yan Lei shivered. That kind of rivalry wasn't to be trifled with, even more so that even till now, it was extremely intense. He could, for instance, ask anyone within the school or had been in the school and they would immediately know what and who was behind it. In fact, it was so violent that even the student body had split up into two different fractions, each under their own leader.

No doubt, those two were the best the school had ever seen, perhaps would ever see. Two titans, clashing.

Even though the night was warm, Yan Lei shivered again.

-End
For yuking. Who helped me pull through the darkest days. Dragged me along, rather.
By YellowFre/Greg Alson.

Cough.. Damn it.. Sparklers are really fun to throw you know? But lotsa smoke.. They look like flares in the night of darkness. Lighting the path.

Soo.. saw lotsa cho ppl.. Man.. you guys should mix around more. Never know what you will find but the Mooncake festival is definately not a waste of time. Hah hah. Now ive got one extra contact..

Ok. So what if someone goes 'emo' huh? ITs all part of life. We all need someone to care for us. So please. One of the things i hate about people is that they dont reply to your messages. Top of the list. Hate hate hate..

As you can see, im currently not posting.. not that it matters anyway. But thats another story for another day. Life is good, im amazingly carefree nowadays, which is a rather big improvement as for someone who exits the room without asking.. ok, not without, asking but not waiting for a reply...

Heh... Still writing.. Man.. Math failed with 36! Ahh. Its not my forte anyway.

Yes, ahem. I have currently sent out messages to everyone pertaining in the subject: Home2Go.

Erm, Home2Go is about your homework overload and we, removing that load off your shoulders! Yes, so if you have any undone homework, please, send them to us and we will gladly complete it for you!(Only open to english essays)
-Greg

Sorry dudes. Too busy dotaing...

Poem:
Wind whistling, clouds blowing,
Meadows blooming, trees growing.

Earth beneath my feet,
Sorrow behind my mind.

Water in my soul,
Love in my heart.

Played me for a fool.
Never will I be lied to like this again.
Dont look at me.
I may have fallen, but i will stand.
No one was there to help.
Nobody will.
Im not dead, i still have life.
Life without a soul.
And that life i will bend you till you break.
For after that.
I will rest.
Six feet under ground.

Ok, if youre reading this..
Get back to bed! heh.
Ok, looks like its gonna rain. Nothing much to do here, except homework and continuation of the story that is..

Recently, ive been so busy visualizing the world of my writing that ive neglected some people which i care for.. Seems like im not the cold, heartless guy i make myself out to be. Although i still think that if you care about nothing except yourself, you will go very far, be very strong. But after a time, you still gotta rest and love a little i suppose. If you are reading this sis, i love you and stand here for you whenever you might need me. Maybe you are the only thing that keeps me sane.. i suppose.. life is extremely boring without you.
-Greg
Show me a little smile yeah? Youre going through a mood swing period so yeah, you feel the way you are. Trust me, it will pass and you will come back to normal. A paradox of choices.. Im here.
I love you.

Woo.. If you fall out with contact with someone, then its hard to retain it yeah? Sally..Dee.. Do Dum..

Hahs! I love the day of grey!

Scoot that. Damn... chapter 5 - pg5
Current target- 1 page per day..
Current status- 1.2 page per day
Thus if i continue, i will be able to publish the book in 12/4/09
Whoot!!
-Greg
To all that helped me....

Haiis. After speaking to some people, i find that Tutious is still my safe haven from attacks of any kind, call me attached but i really love those people inside, with their quirks and ablities.

Update!
Tutious is now imbued with magic. As well as advanced tech. Now isnt that confusing..
-Greg

Uhp. Ah. It takes effort to travel between the worlds of Tutious and Reality. Man.. Ok, since i dont mind, i will be chronicling my two best friends, Daniel and Rachel's journies..

Well, so far, They are at a river, there is no other way to cross. The snowstorm is howling and they are cold, along with their companions; Jean, the mute intellectual, and Steven, the exact opposite. They set up tent at the edge of the raging river, the only thing not covered in snow due to its speed. The winds howls around them, and their quest towards the Temple of the Awakening remains a dim future compared to the situation they are in...

Well, they have stopped here. I dont know.. dont look at me, they come and go as they wish. Sigh... i too wanted their thoughts..

"An author and his book remains as a spritual journey where one, by reading it, can map out the mental landscape of the author."

"Hold it! Only people with the Imagination pass may go through. You don't have one? Ok, make way for the next. Next!"

Wow wee... Tomorrow is the test. The Test. History.
Spent the whole day typing notes...
Got 7 pages. One empty one.
I dont hope to pass, i dont hope to excel. I hope i dont pee during the paper...
Heh, the one is here. I have the power at my fingertips, no paper is going to stand in my way! No paper! Right sai?

Oh, btw, I can guess what are your tactics on basing your comments, hidden or otherwise. Well. In response to your post. Well..
Ive lost faith in the word, "love'
Lost
All
Faith..
In
L
O
V
E...

"If that what you lose is love, then regain it, for in this world, if you live without love, then it would be better for you not to live."

Darn..

Xander x field. &^%!$@ virus.. Thought the last time i had set tighter protocols.. Ok, this time.. maximum lockdown on the computer goddamn it.. Man.. gonna tighten this place till its safer than the Detention Centre... Not that counts for much anyway..

Rough Times eh?

Check, load, shoot on sight. Such that was the days. Soo, currently training up my counter-strike skills, nothing much, some sniping mostly.. So, yeah, not much time to update, seeing that i am training... For next year yeah? Soo.. Kill. Muhahaha!

Codename: Meow

Mates:

Woof
Baaa
Mooo

Teamname:




Animal Farm

Ah

Er, doing some mods on the blog, adding links here, there, left right and centre! Ok.. Tutious is coming along well! 42+ pages worth of 330+ words.. Round 7000+ words? The published version is about less than 1000 words. To anyone reading this.. I am and have read your blogs.

*Tutious v1.32= The current version is with me, borrow from me if you need.
-Greg Alson

Yesh. Happy birthday little one. May as one would say, allow your dreams to soar. What we see in our world is relative, that is to your own perception. To me, the nature is beautiful, including you.

Dreams may but be of what would be a mere fantasy. Without will, there would be nothing.
-Greg Alson

Maintain

What the... who knew that clearing out the trash would be so difficult? So many songs... so little space... Darn, need to do some basic stuff clearing now...

Hah

Just wanna be thinking... where else can i visit??

Discu. Care

What do you care for? Your parents? Your marks? Your friends? Have you ever thought that 'care' from your parents, might only be just caring for your results, nothing more. I've got something against parents like that, for they are always, "exam is coming, go study!" or "Your results, see? How are they ever going to get you into ******* school?"

Hate them. My blood boils at these comments. It can be clearly seen that these parents only view the results of their offspring, nothing more. To them, children are only things for them to compare against others. And they wonder why they will never be Oscar winners.

Care is a varible for me which i will only give to myself.

Ah. Many have died. Mostly because of something they love. I regret the day that i regained that feeling. I regret the day. It holds me back, from my destiny, from what i am supposed to do. Even as i pause and think of the consequences, i factor love in now, and that prevents me. I want to scream in anger, but the only way i can do it is through my words. I do not wish to love, do not wish to think of someone else besides myself.

But it has brought me from the edge of insanity, if you are reading this, then i thank you, curse you and finally hug you. For love and hate brings out what we were not meant to do. You are beautiful.

A beautiful seed.
-Greg
"There is only one way to nurture a tree, but a thousand to destroy it. As well, there is only one reason to love, ten to hate. Find that reason young one. Then you will know the true meaning of ability and power to protect what you cherish."

Hardwork

The meaning of hardwork now is never lost to me, after 3 months of hardwork, i finally done it. Done. Whoot!!! _Ask me how.

Discu. Education

Ahh, yes. Since its a long time, since i posted, let me talk about something like special to me anit it? Education. Scrubs the minds of healthy children and pollutes it with massive amounts of fomulars, they are broken in young. So that they don't rebel, or even think about the future. Its just tests after tests. All the workload is just to keep them under control, so that they can become working adults to the society. To become cogs within machines.

But all it takes for one to break free. To lead. Then that is the fall of their goal. My vision of education is learning without stress. To love what you learn.

I am not the one to do this. I am the one to train him/her.

For the ones to change it is now. Esprit de corps.
-Greg

Hmm. New mission- Log 21.34
Operation: Smiller Happy

Smile people!
One.

Whoot! Going back home to my place where i belong. Bye!

Hah.
Hah.
Lol, time to watch anime! My sister was tired so well.. yeah. i stopped and allowed her to go to sleep, a little snappy and grumpy around the edges... i guess i did the right thing.
-Greg

Mortal

Combat.

AIs are eternally less intelligent in most games. This is no exception. In TinyWarz, i struck down countless waves of enemies, while reading a book and surfing over to my sister's blog. I was confident that they would not hit me dispite the countless missiles, bullets, shells and lasers fired.

My faith was not misplaced. They missed. And paid dearly. Not that they had a chance. They never had one.

Also, i engaged in Pvp and came out victorious. Because i outnumbered the enemy but also suffered for an army suited to take out standard sized bases decended on me and smashed my merc units dispite my best efforts to take out the commander.
-
All of my days passed in haze. Thinking of getting a dictionary. Plus ran out of things to write in my story.
-Greg

Wow. Amazing piece of work.
The people at the chalet really did outdone themselves this time. Ok... the effort that went in was great! :]

Death blow. Whoot! Chinese chess. Take them out. A single blow.
Let the river of time take you to a place where time does not matter.
The spirit of the commanders live on with the complex rules which are simple.
For the simpler the rules the harder to master it.
-Greg

Unlike my other posts..
Ok. Back to earth, love tactical powerness, hates bravery. Those who rush forward first in a war thinking of the honour and glory are no more use to the nation. A single rush by one man can take out five. One sniper can cause fear.

The unhittable, untouchable.
-Greg

Haha!! My superior tactics overwhelmed a base.


Gathering up forces...


Getting ready for the onslaught... (Mind you, these were all formerly from the base)


Charge!!!


Done, minimal damages. See that grey stuff? The powerplant is destroyed- No power = No machines working = No damage.
-Greg Alson

So. Like that.
Winners write history, losers disappear.
So i can sadly watch as change come over people i have no power to control. Only then, beyond my help, I turn away. Painful, marks. Many ive seen, change.
Death. Changes a person.
-Greg

Fishes

Couple of fishes. Six lives for one lesson.
I cannot keep animals. They are too fragile to be kept. To me that is. Gave them one hour to live, they died in half.

I can only muse over my inability to keep fishes. Well back to looking at digital fishes...

Discu. Thoughts

So rightly we are alone. Burning passion. Deft fingers. Enveloping darkness.
In my younger days, I would be so alone, privy to the destruction of my own thoughts. Most were beyond measure of words. But allowing this skill. There was also a bright side. To turn darkness against itself is the greatest strength.

"Running, one falls, twisted ankle. The end was only round the corner. Hot tears.
Self pity marked upon his face. Instead of wallowing in self pity, he turns that fury against himself, why stop?! Continue! Fool!

Gets up, biting in pain, tore towards the finishing line."

Its not your actions that kills you, its what you do after it.
-Greg Alson